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Tuesday, May 30, 2006  sick me resting in bed.. so tired frm everything..haben been in the best of mood over the weekends or rather lately, which was ONE of the main reasons why i din update my blog..i jux miss him so much.. it hurts so much jux knwing n having to come to terms that we've drifted apart..sigh..i realli realli miss the time when we were so much closer..when i'll receive daily mzges frm you and stuff..that whenever i go online, u'll alwax be ther to chat with me..that was the MAIN reason why i'll go online..jux wana chat with you..but now..its jux different already..sigh..how shld i let u knw that u realli mean alot to me..that if ACTUAL fact, i've fallen for you..i knw tat we've ever talked abt this issue b4..that somehow, in a wae or another, its better to remain the way it is now..that we'll alwax be there for each other..if there were to be this dae either one of us were to get att, we'll both be happy for both parties..that was hw i tot that time..but now, i begin to wonder if THAT day were to come, will i realli be able to wish you all the best..sigh i dunno wads the reason for the outcome of the way we are now..many a times, i wanted to call you..but jux stopped before i chld press the 'call' button on my phone..scared that you wont ans the phone, afraid that i'll be disturbing you etc.. called you on sun afternoon..u answered the call..u were still asleep..asked my 'why?'..wanted to tell you that i realli miss you alot and drop by ur plc..but somehow, the words jux got caught behind..told u to go bk sleep..sigh.........knwing that you aint feeling well...pls, take good care of urself alrite..drink lotsa water n rest plenty... woke up early on sat to go have my passport done..lucky juan went with me..the place was PACKED with people!!! realli packed..had to get my photo taken..etc..waited over 2hrs to get it done..but finally..hmm..after dragging it for so so long..hahaha..  taken in the cab frm SIR building to bugis..too lazy to walk..the sun was so bright i can hardly keep my eyes open..lucky thing: shades are invented :) juan was so proud of me that she can FINALLY for once in her whole life meet me so early for shopping!!! i simply jux dun like the sun..its jux so glaring..*my normal goin out time is after 4pm*..cox by the time i wake up frm bed..its afternoon..can never figure out how some pple can wake up so early jux to go tanning or wadsoever..wads so nice abt the sun?..hmm..aint the moon n stars nicer?..darkness gives peace n silence..hehe.. walked ard bugis..its the annual GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!! wakakaka..spend $200 over worx..*gosh*..went m)phosis..bought lotsa clothing..hahaha.. went home for a shower n a short rest before meeting up with Nigel in town for movie..  quiet streets along my plc.. went to watch da vinci code..was not bad a show..quite enjoyable..thats coz i've yet to read the book..hahaha..heard that its diff frm wad the book actualli wrote..hmm..shall borrow the book n read it.. went over Balcony after the movie cox its already 1am+..wanted to go over liquid..but lazy..hurhurhur..settled for blacony..nice ambience..drinks were nice as well..hehe..  my chocolate mint martini~!  Nigel's flames~~ went home ard 3+...and thats it for the day...  balcony~~~~ my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
