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Thursday, July 06, 2006 1. its FRIDAY already..weekends!!!!! 2. im taking HALF day tomorrow!!!!! *reason being...*which leads to my third reason... 3. its my MUMMY's birthday!!!!! taking half day to accompany her go out jalan etc. wakakakakakakaka.....so happy.... thinking of where to bring mummy to etc. where to bring her for lunch, where to go, what to do, what to get for her. so many questions!!! so little answers!!!! hurhurhur..im having a tight budget now u see...received CPF letter liao that i gotta start paying off my Poly sch fees back to my mama's CPF starting 20 July..monthly $102..which leave me to even more broke than ever!!! sianzation... :( hw? like that hw? u tell me hw?.....hurhurhurhur......... hmmmm...spent the whole of today keying in my GRNs..coz Siang hie needs it for tml's meeting..hurhurhur..but luckily..i got it all done!!!! wakakakaka..tml another day of keying of datas...for PF's stock takes..im like taking forever to get it done...hurhurhur..so many things..so little time.!!~~~ im starting to find excuses for myself again..*opps* finally straighten out some of my thoughts already.. To: you..cLownie i have no idea wad went wrong between us. the sudden drift apart and you not replying me etc. it does hurt alot but theres nothing more i can do liao. i really hope for some answers and a part of me will always be there waiting for the day to come where ONLY u can solve the doubts in me. the period of times spent with you were some of the happiest moments in my life. you realli made an impact and changed my life and also allowed me into yours; sharing your thoughts with me and many other things. though it wasnt long, but the memories are long enough; long enough for me to remember them; long enough to cause the pain in my heart. but right now, i have to move on, w/o you being there for me when i need someone to talk to or even just a simple i need someone by my side. started getting close to you came by a little surprise. din expect us to be able to click so well and falling for you wasnt within my expectation. sorry if i've hurt you in any ways. maybe there were some things i shldnt have said. maybe those things that i've said to you were conveyed in the wrong way or u misinterepted them wrongly. the last met up we had, right before i left, you gave me a tight hug that took me off guard. what did that hug meant? the last hug? aniway, will be waiting...waiting for the answers to my doubts. thanx alot for changing my perspection towards life. last but not the least, you'll always be my unique cLownie that no one can ever replace. thanx for everything. my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
