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Sunday, August 20, 2006 lets do a little summary for my weekends. met up with juan in the evening on friday nite and headed dwn BQ - cloud 9. wasnt feeling beri good when i reached. guess was too tired from wrk also bah. din go straight to 9 when i reached but sat at my usual spot infront of the river. that plc can calm me down to a certain extend. brings me peace. bB called and asked where we were. juan told him i wasnt feeling good and immediately he rushed over to find me. sat there and talked for awhile. received a sms from an outside no. called back and found out that it was him. was beri surprised that he'll actually call or sms me. felt confused and weird for a moment. was thinking of what he exactly wants. group isnt beri big this time but was the usual gang of us. hahaha. as usual..drank, play, sing blah blah blah..the usual stuff lor. juan wasnt feeling good..me n mich were there for her. mich wasnt feeling good, me n juan were there for her. in short, we were there for each other..pulling each other back on our feets. had a little arguement at the end when we were leaving..guess everyone was high already but conflicts were solved lor.  me n sis in the toliet of cloud 9~~  a snap of sis's tatt!! buahahaha reached home ard 4+..and called him and we sortta trashed things out. talked till 8am the next morning. talked abt everything. both our lifes etc. and finally he said out what he wanted to say all these while. gave no comments to what he said. afterall, its all too late already. with things the way they are now, i guess leaving it the way it is now is the best option. we both have our own separate life already. i have a bf who cares and dotes on me alot. and you have a gf who cares alot for you as well. to a certain extent, you sae leaving everything to fate, i somehow dun see the need to. if you were to tell me all these earlier, things might have been different. just hope that u can get on with ur life..the promises and plans we've used to made, just go fulfill them w/o me alrite..u have ur gal now with you..no doubt those plans were made together by us both, who to fulfill it isnt the most impt thing. went over MOS last evening together with Hongyi and Nigel and couple of their friends. its been a long time since i last met and club with them!!!! gosh~~~ so miss them lah!! wakakaka. but the event was boring..bored to death that i toOk my hp and start snapping myself!!! wakakaka..my usual favorite thing to do lah!! snap pics of myself and everything!! but mostly myself lah!!! buahahahaha.  before MOS~  on the way down with juan :P  red me!!!  i was really bored~~  hmm..guess what i was thinking~~ left MOS ard 10+ and headed down Mr Bean to meet steven and sis. from one loOk can see that Sis isnt feeling good already. sigh..was there chit chatting and left ard 1+. reached home..was talking to dear when juan called and said Sis was feeling terrible. was online consoling her etc till near 5am this morning. when mich called me and cried over the phone, i chldnt control myself. felt tears brimming my eyes and they just rolled down onto my cheeks. can really understand whats she going through now. afterall, i've just been through that earlier this year. chld really feel my heart ache alot. not only for myself but for her. really really hurts to knw what my sis is going through and yet cant do much for her. Shan: Sis, i knw and can fully understand what u're going through now..let this be a test for the r/s alright. give him some time to cool down before decidin on any other things. remember that no matter what happens, u aint alone. we'll always there here for you. gotta go do my things already..spend my whole dae sleeping..hurhurhur..cant take it liao..damn shag.. my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
