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Sunday, August 13, 2006 friday (11.08.2006) - karen's 24th bdae met up with my 2 sisters after wrk at the DG mrt..and headed down BQ with the flowers and cake and deco. kelvin was already there waiting. headed straight over to cloud nine and started doing the deco. me n mich really sux at these kinda shit things lah..even for my 21th bdae celebration, the chalet deco was done up by frens and brothers. hahahaha. lucky we have some experts..kelvin n juan together with mabel*wrking at cloud 9* started doing the job. hehehehe. job completed..friends starting coming in..steven and lawrance..playing pool listening to songs..singing..started our rounds of drinking..hurhur..early..9+ only..wakakaka..bottles of beers filing up the table top..lotsa different brands of cigarettes and Hps..all lying around..hehehe kelvin is such a sweet fren..hehehehe..no wonder can catch my sis's heart. told him i wanted to watch fireworks..so he took one lighter..did some things..threw on the floor and BAm!! small fireworks..hehehehe...thanx uncle Lau..hahaha bdae gal arrived..frens majority all in already..at least 10 people ard bah..all having fun..hurhurhur..total of 4 bottles of Chivas with lotsa mixers..green tea and coKe..started playing with dice..6 shots lied on the table. u get to choose with beer or chivas to feel the shots. whoever got the number with the shot filled will have to drink it up. damn it lah..i drank at least 3 shots of nick..*whole shot cup*..some with mixers..and the worst..Chivas with beer!!! *gross lah*.. small accident happened in between..during the cake throwing session..hurhur..hugged juan and blabbered lotsa shit to her. some of which i cant remember at all..but all from the bottom of my heart. she knws it..everything..that i told her. thanx babe!! got myself damn high that nite..had a little too much drink already..and some things happened..hehehe..shant elaborate much here..not too good..just a feeling and touch that has been distanced away from me for quite some time. maybe the atmosphere nad the mood cultivated everything. the looks in his eyes..so soft and the way he smiled, made me go weak on my knees.. Saturday had a bad hangover when i woke up. trying to recall what exactly happened the nite before. every little details etc. head was spinning like mad. feeling was gross..hurhurhur spend the afternoon trying to wake myself up before heading out. met up with my usual gang and headed down suntec for makan. the service and food sux BIG time at country manna lah!!! never ever go there again!! walked around suntec and waited for time to pass. lawrance and steven came down together with karen. discussed on wher to head to. settled for movies. thai horror show..the ghost game? cant remember the title..hahahahaha..kinda dumb show lor..hurhurhur..not ultimately scary..by the time the show was over..was ard 1+..near 2?..had a scare during the show..hurhurhur..he had his hands on my lap..hmm..before the start of the show, he apologised to me as karen they all were sortta making fun of everything..caused some awkwardness..but i knw that he felt more awkward than me..too tired to go anywhere already after the show..headed home. steven and lawrance sent me home..when i reach the void deck..he offered to walk me up and had steven waiting downstairs. and actually walked me all the way to my door step..waited for me to open my gates and door..see me in..help me close the gates before leaving. silly bB..simple and sweet gesture that melted my icy heart. Sunday (today).. feeling kinda confused now..sigh..torn between some things..sigh..want to have the best of everything..but aint beri possible lah. hahahahaha..will be meeting them later for dinner..waiting for steven to finish his RT..bB to finish his project..wants to come all the way down to pick me up..hmm..will be goin out for dinner and coffee..was talking to him over msn..each dae knwing more and more abt him..his likes and dislikes etc. but most importantly, knwing that despite him wanting to be all alone by himself, i walked into it and now will be walking down togther side by side.. the rose is starting to bloom..so is our feelings towards each other. my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
