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Monday, October 30, 2006 had lunch with Pauline*she being a wife n a mother of 2* in the afternoOn and chatted alot abt life. she asked me abt me n dearie and i told her abt some of the problems we faced. she gave me her advises and i also knw where the problem lies*bascially the prob is me*. dearie has been giving in alot of me..this i knw and Pauline told me that in a r/s, compromise is impt.that i knw as well but when ever we have arguements or dun see eye to eye abt things, i simply just wanna have things my way. whenever possible,dearie will just give in to me* he is someone who cant stand quarrelling*..to avoid further arguements. but at times, when its my fault*and im just so stubborn to admit*..he'll really get pisst and argue backwith me. hmm.. i guess theres really alot of things that i have to learn and change.hmm..but then again, its really hard!!!*cox i've been like that for the past 23 yrs of my life*..sigh..going into another stage of life..it really requires alot of learning experiences?..how shld i phrase it?..i mean..itslike learning life all over again..but then again, thats what life is suppose to be isnt it..everyday is a new day and everyday u'll get to learnsomething new be it in the good or bad way. hmm..in the past, its all me,myself n i but now, havin dearie in my life, its abt compromising, sharing and going through everything together. instead of one, it becomes two... my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
