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Monday, November 20, 2006
11:41 PM

had a bad day at wrk today..the temp girl reported sick this morning..called elayne up and said that she had foOd poisoning and chldnt come in. its damn bz!! meeting was brought up earlier as CWL had to attend some other meeting in the afternoOn. and the dumb thing was near 1pm, Ms Tan came out and said whos suppose to buy lunch for CWL when shes having another meeting at 1pm!! like god knws who she said to lah!!! i was rushing out 5 reports the whole morning for boss and elayne was also rushing out some other reports for the AMs..in the end, elayne had to rush down to buy some burger for her knwing that she dint eat them afterall. WTF lah..waste pple's time only lor..was rushing through and only managed to have lunch near 2pm..gastric was acting up and din take note of the time.

seriously, this job isnt that bad afterall..throughout this whole period of time, i've learnt alot..this is one thing i dun deny. but the BAD thing abt it, feel damn being taken for granted. lotsa ad-hoc stuffx that the AMs feel that we're suppose to do and they'll just simply come over to tell you to do it and when u do it wrongly or not according to the way they want, they simply just walk away and sae alot of hurtful things. or either that, when u ask them to sign some documents, they wont even bother abt you..treats you as though u're transparent so u walk away having the intentions in not wanting to disturb them. then they come screaming to you with their upmost irritated voice by saying the job is not yet done so hw do u want them to sign..blah blah blah..i got so pisst off them i simply just threw the documents on my table, take my bag and leave the office!!! damn it...i've decided, be it they're happy or not, i'll just tell boss everything tml..be it if i'll have to risk my rice bowl..getting just so sick and tired of how being treated in the office..total sianzation..dun deny that there are goOd AMs..those that will really help you..but the bad ones are simply nasty!!!

Elayne is leaving this friday and Siang Hie is still away on maternity leave..it leaves me alone to do 3 pples jobs!!! the HR is doing a real 'goOd' job..up till now, they've still yet to find a replacement for Elayne's position..cant be bothered much also..will be going for my holidays in 2 weeks time..am just gonNa throw everything aside and let them handle it themselves..

had another blOody cut on my thumb again..i was already beri careful..but damn it..another cut..freaking pain lor!!!! when elayne saw it, she had a shock lah..and told me to go wash the wound immediately..everytime i get cuts, everytime she tells me the same thing..silly her..but sweet of her..hurhurhur..at least better than dear, who doesnt even give a damn lah!!! even told juan that the 1st few times, he'll still worry but as time goes by, he finds it a NORM thing that i cut myself that he doesnt even bother!!!! *seriously wonder wad kinda bf i have who doesnt care*..even friends care more than him lor!!! can still tell juan that its the the wolf's story..who'll be such an idiot to cut him or herself like nobody's biz??!!! its not as though i want it lah..toOpid.. :x

thats the thing abt guys..they aint that thoughtful when it comes to this kinda thing..but my dearie is ONE BIG DUMB ARSE when it comes to this kinda things lah!!! toOpid him..hurhurhur..thinkin that i'm in love with a dumb arse..*(&%#)*%#@$&^$#^*($#* muahahaha..oh well..

i want this triangel..loOks cute..muahahaha..the 'ling ling ling' sound on the head..keke

told dearie that i want it for my bdae..muahahaha..hw dumb..but i just find it cute lah..

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