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Monday, August 27, 2007 i've spent my August over at the hospital..1st time admitting..the feeling is scary..but then during the 1st week or so, i think i was semi-conscience..cox there's lotsa things i cant remember..1st August was the dae of the whole incident..i remembered that mummy was asking me some questions..like my brother's hp number..i held onto my hp but just chldnt ans her..then she ask me abt my youngest bro name..and wad show i was watching etc..i chldnt ans at all..then my daddy who just came bk frm his usual badminton sports, decided to bring me over at TTSH seeing that i wasnt right..*i was suppose to have an appt over at TTSH for my leg on the 4 Aug*..they did tests on me*something that i cant remember*..and i was admitted immediately..my heart valve had infection..some virus infection..and some of the infection had gone to my brain..through all the blood vessel.. when i was at home, i already had difficulty in breathing..alwax panting like nobody's biz..lost of appetite..and my leg was swollen..all these were actually signs of heart failure..just that i didn't knw.. and so i was admitted into TTSH's CCU..was on antibotic*something to fight against the infection that the doc found out what it is*..they wanted me to be on it for 6-8 weeks before they did the operation..or the earliest i can do the operation was on the 10 Aug*and thats when the surgeon over at NUH gotta push his schedule for me cox my case was serious*..cox the doc who took charge of me is gonna intro a gd heart surgeon over at NUH for me..but on the morning of 9 Aug, i started to have difficulties breathing even with the oxygen on..i remembered that there were lotsa nurses surrounding me..and at that point of time, i wanted to tell them to call my parents..but i chldnt speak..and after that..i knocked out.. by the time i woke up, i was already in NUH's ICU..i already had my operation done..there were so many things on me..tubes and wires..machines surrounding me..this tube inside my mouth..etc.. by the time i start to remember things..the 1st thing was this doctor coming over ICU and ask me if i knw wher i was..which hospital i was at..and he told me where i was..the 2nd thing was the removal of the tube in my mouth..the feeling was terrible..it makes u feel like vommiting..3rd thing was the nurses helping me to wash my hair..cox when i was at TTSH, the nurses did wash my hair for me but i had i lie on the basin..and my neck hurts..wherelse for NUH, the nurses pulled me to the end of the bed, with a big plastic bag underneath me, they washed my hair like that..and 1 of the nurse actually went to her own bag to lend me her conditioner..hahaha..4th thing was cox i had wires on my right side on neck, i din dare to turn my head more on the right side, and the psycho-therepist hold onto my head and made me turn my head to the right side. on the 15 or 16 Aug night, i was being transferred to normal ward..damn i was so happy..it means i was a step closer to home..when i was transferred there, there were so many old ladies..felt outta plc..told my parents..thats becox i never mixed with them before..but the following morning, both old ladies beside my bed started to talk me..like my grannie..took care of me..made me feel good..keke..and there was this another auntie who had cancer and underwent chemo..she was a joval auntie..see things in a beri open wae.. stayed in the hospital till 24 Aug..when i was discharged, went over esmond's mum salon to get my hair washed and cut..came home, mummy helped me with my shower..and i had my 1st meal at home... throughout this whole incident..i've gained alot..my n jie's relationship got much closer..he n laura visits me like everydae..then when he comes, he'll help me message my legs*cox i was in bed n i chldnt walk*..buy me food when i can eat..bought me ice-cream, tiramisu biscuits when he knew i like tiramisu, donuts etc..then there was this night that kai n me were talking cox daddy n mummy went to have their dinner..then kai said "this is like the 1st time we really seat down n talk"..i was so touched when he said that..my youngest bro..and my dad, alwax rushing over during his lunch time n after wrk to come see me..mummy coming over and see me when she had the time*she's wrking* and kept her leave till nw..when i'm home..she took abt 2-3weeks of leave..and all my cousins and relatives..alwax going down all the wae to NUH to visit me etc..my cousin,Sal lent my this book-"tuesday with morrie"..i read it during my stay in the hospital..it made me learnt alot of things..to value and treasure everything.. and this friday, we're gonna have steamboat!!!! cox when i was hospitalised, jie and laura and kai n vera had a bbq w/o me!!!! so this steamboat is help me to celebrate that i've been discharge..to help laura also..cox she's leaving for SG to study overseas..Sal will be coming over as well..vera shld be also..provided her sore throat is alrite already..and dearie and already ordered some of the food..9 people..all so close to me.. gotta go..shall blog again..till then..*poof*.. my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
