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Friday, August 08, 2008 had an arguement with him this morning. asked him wanna meet me for dinner mah, then he told me to go over his plc to have dinner 1st cox his mama has this shop n save vouchers. i asked him" cannot use tml meh? by the time i go dwn frm my wrkplc to his hse, it'll be 7 liao lor. then eat etc, it'll be near 8 already!!! then still wanna go where die?" kaoz..n seriously, i realli hate going to his plc frm my wrkplc..imagine the LONG travelling time..i off wrk at 530, can only reach his plc earliest 7pm!!! its like fucking 1 1/2hr journey lah~~~ then we argued a little and he actualli had the cheek to tell me that i got temper so does he!!!! WTF rite?...i was thinking of going movies with him lor, cox its been a long time since we went out for movie. then he still tell me tat tml is sat mah...what he doesnt seem to know is im unlike him!!! he can stay at hm n rot for all he wants wherelse i've been wrking for one whole week!!!! knwing that its a difficult period for him, i've already made an effort to go dwn his plc every sat already, accompany him till midnight etc before taking a cab home. imagine the cab fare etc?? but i've nv complained before. and im starting to feel that he's taking me for granted!!!! maybe it was that incident that caused alot of things going on between us. this incident happened like a mth plus ago. and up till nw, whenever i think about it, i just cant tk it lying down. i seriously dun understand who in the right frame of mind will allow someone else bite u??!!! told wendy, veni, vivien, and also sis about it. they were shocked too. he did explain to me, but i still feel that wadever he said were all rubbish and that he was bullshitting to me. i can forgive u but i just cant forget!!!! he can let someone bite him till leaving blue black and with all the bite marks ard~~~ kaoz..n told me that they were both drunk at that time therefore, such thng happened. and even dragged the sis dwn into the pic by telling me that when her sis drunk, will also bite other pple. i dun care also wad happen when u r drunk,. wad matters is that u actualli can let someone bite u and totalli dun care? too drunk to even bother? so is tat to mean when u r drunk u can still fuck ard and give the excuse that "oh..i was drunk. i din knw wad the hell happened." i remember clearly that our arguement ended off by me telling him that i give him all the freedom n space he wants and need but apparently, due to this incident, its obvious tat he abused the authority given to him!!!!!! i seriously just cant tk it lyin dwn lah..that he can actualli allow such things to happen lor. when he was drunk, did he even remember tat he has a gf waiting for him at hm? and in the 1st plc, there wasnt any occasion etc so wads there to get drunk abt??? n the best part is alsp, im sure the gal knws that hes attached already cox i've been dwn that pub*its a fren pub*..shes a waitress there...i cant totalli blame the girl too...my bf also played a part in it...he chld have done soomething ant it but apparently, he didnt!!!! this will take a long time before i can realli forget about it n i knw it myself that due to this incident, our r/s will never be the same again :( cox i'll nv be able to forget abt this incident. unless he can realli do something to make me forget etc. our r/s will be hitting 2yr anni next mth...but.....i dunno...dun wan to even think about it now............marriage and all, its the last thing on my mind right nw.............r/s sux~~~~~~ my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
