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Wednesday, September 03, 2008 had another arguement with him last nite...i dun understand why is it that he can like totalli forget wad he ever told me before lor. are promises meant to be broken or wad man? its like he gives me the feeling when hes in need of help, i'll become the most important person in his life and he'll realli do anything that i requested. but when he'll well, words that were said previously are like shit!!! rubbish!!! told me that he met up with smallboi and went drinking...went to drink up the balance..asked him why he forever gt balance one...and he actualli had the cheek to tell me,"you dunno meh? i got alot of balance in alot of different pubs."...i was so fucking pisst off lor!!! i jux kup his fone and din feel like talking to him at all!!!! he called up my hse and mummy answered the phone, i had to go entertain him by saeing that i was doing something and kup again. din wan my parents to worry abt it. he ever promised me after that bitch's incident that he wont drink again..then yesterdae, went drinking and took wad he promised me as rubbish. and can still sms me saeing that he beri long nia go out liao due to his wrk... he rather meet up with his frens than to meet me...fuck man... jux nw in the morning, still call me n treated like as thou nothing happened and tell me that one of his eye cant open dunno why. doesnt he knw tat im angry? pisst of by him????? im sorrie if i cant be like other girls who will simmer down when i hear that something is wrong with you or wadever fuck...even if u r dying, i dun give a damn abt it!!! thats me!!!! and i have completely no intentions to change~~ im feeling like some fucking idiot now... to Panda: not sure if u will read this, but just wanna apologise for last nite. din mean to vent my anger at you..and din knw that u were sick..realli sorrie.... QUOTE FOR THE DAY AND FOREVER: ~ promises are ALL not meant to be kept but just treated as bulshitting and rubbish~ conditions for looking for a bf: ~ make sure that he stays near you*most important if not he'll find all sorts of excuses* ~ dun make him promise you anything cox it all be treated as rubbish ~ make let him take you for granted ~ find someone who loves you more then u love him. my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
