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Saturday, September 20, 2008 since young, in my pri sch daes...i had 2 besties...one of them was more like a elder sis to me wherelse the other was like glue to me. we basically hung around like mostly everydae..used to remember going over to her plc and sitting around and chit chatting etc..her plc was jux above her daddy's shop..we did funny things together..sprayed each other with fun cans...went to the fish shop to buy colorful pebbles and nearly drowned her turtle...we simply jux poured the pebbles all over...and when we went up the sec sch, we even chose to hav the same cca, despite she having art background and me with music bkground...we decided that we shld and will stick together despite having to go different classes...we did a big card for one senior..a card so big that its like pri sch kids art folio...and since she better at drawing...she did the job....we ever did went to the extend of following one of our senior one dae after sch!!!! many many silly things we used to do in the past...we were both cam whores..likes to take pics wherever to went!!!! had like the same dreams too...our likes and dislikes were more or less the same..had dreams and ideas of moving out together to stay in future..lead our then so called happy lifes together outside...shes someone stronger than me in alot of waes, but also beri dependant on me on certain waes..guess thats the wae she is...we wrked together at super nearby plc..like jux 2 shops away..and i remember her whipping up some weird smoothies and bringing it over to test try...eventualli, she got herself in hot soup some years back..still remember her mum calling me crying and asking me wad she shld do to help her own daughter etc...and when i heard the wae her mum cried...it hurts me so much that after ending the call with her, i cried to my mum!!!! the only thing i chould do was only to be there for her when she needs me etc..going over her plc to accompany her after my lessons in poly etc..the dae came when the verdict was out for the hot soup she got in, i wanted to go there to listen as i was so damn worried for her, but she told me nt to go and said that she'll let me know immediately after the whole thing..still remembered strongly that i was sitting at my sch lab with hands so cold on top of the cold marble top waiting for her to sms or call me...and finally, she did..telling me that shes fine and that she was given a sentence lighter...so was happi for her that time!!!!! our frenship remained strong throughout..she will alwax be the first person to come into my mind be it i was happi or sad..and due to some incident couple of years back, we kinda went on separate waes and got back in contact last year...im glad for it..just sad that i wasnt there on her ROM etc..and now, no doubt we might nt be as close as how we were like in the past, but at least, i know she cared for me~~ there was once after my op when i was already at home resting, was online one fine afternoon and we started talking in msn, i remembered showing her the antibotics that i had to be on on webcam...and it scared the hell outta her...now, to come think of it..i think i can visurise her reaction if she realli sees it in real life... and yes, i do read her blog like near on a daily basis thing..just want to know how shes living with her life right now..if shes happy or unhappy etc...and jux recently, saw one of her latest blog entry and i guess the person that shes talking about is me...no doubt no names were being named..i just, somehow in a wae or another, we both just know it in our hearts... jux wanna quote wad she wrote in her blog..: "my blog has started to rust again lately due to my laziness.....n sum1 urged me to update hahax.....now i noe that this particular person has alwax been a regular in my blog, and indeed she has lived up to her name haha.....once my best friend. she was a best friend of mine since the age of 10. but due to some circumstances we parted. best friends alwax wants to know whats happening to their best friends despite of not meeting up with each other due to maybe personal hectic and busy life, or married life? haha!! .....therefore the only way is to get updates in their personal blog. this is wht i will do as well.....and what im doing currently as well....." i actualli agree to wad she saes...saeing that best friends will alwax want to know whats happening to their best friends life no matter what...shes realli a fren who managed to ink her foot prints in my heart....once as close as like sisters...strongly believe that this kinda friendship is the kind that can withstand all the strong winds and obstacles...will alwax remember the wae she likes to hook my hands when we are walking.. another bestie was also when i was in pri sch daes too...shes more like a elder sister to me...heez...we wont as close as the above bestie that i talked about but i do remember the things she did for me too...she stayed near our sch when we were schling..remember going over her hse too..to rot etc...and when we were in our sec sch daes, she moved to somewhere near my plc..not beri near though, but instead of walking home, she'll have to take a bus home like me...and we happen to tak the same bus..her class room was jux below mine..and her classes seem to alwax end earlier than me, and so, whenever her classes end, she will come up and wait for me...and once the bell goes off and time to go home, i'll immediately rush to the toliet and she'll just help me pack my bag..hahaha..well, its a easy chore as my bag was a small one, small that u'll have to fold the A4 size paper into half before putting it in...heez..which means, i dun bring much things home..only the wrk that i hav to do thats all on my desk...we drifted apart after tat, and only got back in contact last year too..when i bumped onto her when i was hospitalised the second time...was going downstairs for a walk when i bumped onto her near the recept area..she's wrking as a nurse there and asked me which ward i stayed in etc..and came to look for me when she finished with wrk and we catch up with many many things...told her about my illness etc..and since ther, we are now back in contact again..though not much, but shes also someone who left prints there.. recent years, i found my 3rd bestie...shes someone younger than me in age but older than me in thinking..we got to know each other through wrk..and we both still remember the first time she called me asking me where i was in chinese, and i replied her in english!!! wakakaka...well, when i was in sch, i spoke more english than chinese...hurhurhur...was so afraid that we might hav some communication break down then...but surprisingly, we managed to hit off quite well and the friendship bloomed....studied in the same poly...subsequently went to further our studies together too...she'll come over my plc and ton to study and we'll order mac to pamper ourselves..but ultimately, dun think we studied..we were like gossiping on other things..remembered the times when we going to stock up the titbits before we start catching some taiwan drama on vcd throughout the entire night!!!! shes definately someone whos alwax there for me when i need her..there was this time when i was at boat quay drinking with my bf and in the middle of the night, she called me and told me that she was at double o and chould hear that she was drunk and din sound beri rite..immediately, i took a cab and rush down to see hw she was...silly girl...was feeling so upset over certain things...another time in zouk when we were all so happening and dancing and she disappeared...called me,found her drunk and puking her life out in the toliet..crying too...managed to drag her out and told her to not think abt anything but jux dance, and you knw wad? she was like hugging my legs lor...well, i had my bad times too...during my previous failed r/s...shes alwax so worried for me...accompanied me to wherever i wanted to go just to make sure that i was alright..was so high and drunk so many times and she'll alwax have to send me home etc...but then, knowing she was by my side, i felt eased....she told me that there was once i was so high after drinking that i held her head so tightly telling her so many things and now, when im typing this, im laughing at myself...there's also once when i got so so so drunk that i was puking and i actualli puked on every lamp post there was avaliable there on the streets and she had to realli pull me so that i wont sit on my own puke....hahahahaha...she did sent me a sms some time back on 4 sept early in the morning at 7.29am..saeing: "hey gal morning..happen to read your blog last nite. anything can just give me a buzz..might not see u often but my line will open for you." shes someone who will never fail to give me the latest precious moment musical box on my bdae knwing that i like it and someone who will never fail to make things just for me.... im realli thankful for everyone who came into my life..be it even if u left foot prints or just walk past...im grateful to you all...if it wasnt for all for u, i wouldnt be what i am now.... my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
