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Wednesday, October 08, 2008 haiz, think its gonna rain liao...fuck man..n im going hm alone todae lor...Angela went on 1/2 dae..uncle peow wont be coming dwn todae..*he said it yst liao*... was talking abt the r/s..its like he alwax wait till he cant handle the situation laio then let me knw..then i'll get damn fed up over it..to me, its like for wadever things u wanna do, please consider abt the consequences before doing it lah...then his reason for not telling me is, "cox i dunwan you to get worried"..-_-"" WTF rite?...i rather worry abit than to till last min then worry till jialat jialat lah!!!! haiz...before i ended the call with him, told him to go think abt wad he exactly want in his life and implement it...if nt, its realli no point...its like wasting the oxygen or just wasting a space on earth lor.... im not like those other girls who will get soft hearted if you tell me u wanna commit suicide or do funny funny things or tell me that u are having headache till u puked out etc etc...infact, it'll only pisst me off even more*i dunknw why but it does*..i remembered having this ex last time, when we broke off, will go tk panadol together with alcohol and come crying to me..then friends will start calling me and telling me lotsa rubbish...to be honest, by doing that, you wont die from it...even if u get sent to the hospital, at most, they pump everything out*which makes you feel even worse* or ask u to tk charcoal pills or something like tat...therefore, to me, since u like to swallow all sortta funny things together, then by all means go do it..seriously, im not those action action kinda girls lah...i'll find it funny for some too....wakakaka... the conversation din end off well....but i seriously chldnt be bothered...when something hits my last straw..thats it...i dun wanna think or even get bothered too much. wont ask any questions further etc... chldnt sleep the whole of last nite..no reasons..just chldnt find a comfy position and maybe cox i was on the line just before i sleep, therefore, my brain is like still functioning when im suppose to sleep...hw idiot rite?..body feels tired but brain is damn fucking active....sibei jialat lor... will be going to collect my clothings later at HM!!!~~ came yesterdae but becox there wasnt anyone at hm, postman left a note saeing to collect it..and lucky its wednesdae todae!!!! cox singpost open till 8pm..wakakaka..lucky me... might be going away for a short trip in Nov to KL..auntie gt a apartment there or wad..still not beri sure..if im not wrong, its on 19-20 nov...weekdaes..will most prob tk leave or wad to go...wakakaka...just wanna get away.... anione wans to go Batam for spa?...wakakakaka..tag me!!!!! my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
