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Friday, April 24, 2009
11:07 AM

finalli..blogger was like having some problems earlier on...aniwae, earlier in the morning, sis told me a sad news...that jia's grandpa past away this morning..i had a shock cox I remember reading her blog yst saeing that her grandpa is only admitted into hospital and is sortta recovering..and the next time I know, hes no longer ard..makes me realised life is so fragile..you realli have to treasure everyone and everything surround you, if not, before you know it, its no longer there already…esp when im someone who cheated death twice…and staying in the hospital, u realli can see how vunerable life is…one moment, the person is lying at the bed next to you, the next moment, shes no longer there..tat moment, still lives vividly in my mind…that indian auntie…the docs were there fighting for her life and u can literalli hear the life support machine bipping stops after awhile…haiz…and theres this another grannie…the whole family was there crying etc…calling out for the doctors..i remembered how scared I was that I smsed mummy telling her…she told me to help that granny pray…for a easier path dwn the other side…and seriously, while typing this text, my heart feels bitter…oh well…

Jia, my deepest condelences to you and your family alrite…as what you said, at least your grandpa is free from all pain..and is now resting in peace already…dun feel too upset or wad alrite..*hugz*..

aniwae, was uploading some pics into phlook last nite..on my korean trip..its been a week or so since im back already..missed tat place so much lor… :( hurhurhur…the weather, the scenery…everything…keke…aniwae, uploaded some pics..and its all about food!!! wakaka…enjoy!!! esp for those who loves korean food…keke….

p/s: was actualli uploading another album on my teddy musuem de..but then, 1/2wae thru, they prompt me tat I've exceeded my quota for the mth liao… -_-""" havent realli go figure out wads wrong yet…be patient alrite..but another portal to view my pics..its all uploaded into facebook already!!!! wakakaka….

pp/s: will be meeting elyane after work todae to gossip!!! wakaka..its been a long time since we last met up!!! n to be honest, i seriously cant remember when was it?..was it like 2yrs back when i was hospitalised?..O.o""" hahahaha....we have so much things to talk about...her marriage life...*think its kinda shaky now*...makes me wonder DO I have the courage to step into one or not...seriously, to me, all along..marriage is just like a piece of paper tat cost $30..and when anything goes wrong..things get divided equalli..and there'll be another piece of paper that you'll need to sign but only to sae, this time round, its more expensive!!!! wakakaka....

if 2 pple are realli in love, is marriage realli necessary?...to bind each other down?...hmm...*ponders*

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