took 1/2 dae and met up with Kor over at Novena..for my appt over at TTSH..had lunch there...sat dwn and talk to kill time..walked ard..cox my appt was at like 1620..but went earlier cox we combed the entire plc already..no where to go liao le..hurhurhur...

appt this afternoon with Doc Micheal Calebs*in case for those who aint sure who the hell he is, he's my heart surgeon doctor..the doc who opent me up and change my heart valve*..wakakaka...hes happi to see me..asked me hw i m..saw my scar and asked if i wanted to do plastic surgery or not mah..hurhurhur..told him dun think i want to..cox i was thinking, in like another 8 - 10 yrs or so, i'll hav to undergo another op..so wad for i go do the plastic surgery..*my wae of thinking*..might as well take that $$ for lasik and to go whiten my teeth etc etc..still can go for holidaes or wad...hahahahaha...

but that isnt the thing...the good news he told me is..I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE MY MEDICATION ANY LONGER!!!!!!~~~*applause* hooray.. hoOray.. hOoray..Hooray...*starts singing*...lalalala...isnt it just so great!!!!~~~~ n my appt with him will be scheduled in a years time...wo hoo~~~ after taking medication for so long..every since sep 07 till nw...its near 2yrs liao lor..feel like a sickling lor..and nw...everything's great!!!! isnt that wonderful!!! wakakaka..

just wanna take this opportunity for thank everyone of you out there..for showing me your love, care n concern for my health..everytime asking me if i've taken my medication already or not..blah blah blah...when i go overseas, asking me if i got take my ppt and also my medication mah..hurhurhur...love you all loadsa alrite!!! *muackz muackz muackz*

and once i came outta the plc...i smsed pple so dear to me...daddy, mummy, juan juan, dearie and boO..abt this good news!!! wakakaka...good news and also abt the plastic surgery thing...and guess wad...the replies i got frm dearie and boO...*sorry for the pics if u see this rainbow thingy..dunno why when i use cam to tk pics..think its my screen protector*

hmmm...sad to sae, but kinda disappointed with the ans i got lor...knw which ans was i disappointed in?..make a guess...if u guess dearie..u r so right...all along, i tot tat he of all pple shld be able to accept this scar of mine...but instead, he asked me hw much it was!!!!!~~~ fuck it man...sibei disappointed...he was there with me throughout the entire fucking thing lor...yes, i dun deny that at the beginning, i was quite disturb by it..alwax complaining to my parents and everyone abt it..but than, mummy will alwax tell me, u got your life back..isnt that more impt?..even larling cupid said that to me too...he wasnt any at all disturb by it...n seriously, i cant realli be bothered much with it already...cox to me, if u love me or anything like tat, you will n shld love me for wad i m n what i m and what i have!!! isnt that suppose to be the wae?...then i asked him, he wanna pay for it isit?..if i wanted to go for the surgery..and his reply was, ask 1st mah..then see how lor...but to me, its like for wad rite?...theres this chinese saying..拖裤放屁...meaning to sae, doing something so unnecessary...wads the point of asking when i dun have the intentions to do it...haiz..

at least, boO's reply was comforting....told me to let it be natural....*takes a deep breath*

bought the gel in the end..cox was comparing the plaster n the gel...kinda scare that later i'll itch around the plaster lor...n its damn expensive!!!! the toOpid gel cost over $60 lor...damn...small bottle only lor...bought it to test try n see hw 1st...if it does help, then i'll consider others...

after tat, me n kor headed dwn to AMK hub..went to loOk for my pinky ring..lost the one i had in Macau lor.. :S so sad rite?...din even realised that it dropped out lah...cukoo me...went to asked around over at Novena..all so expensive worx..outta budget and needed to wait for a long time to alter the ring size..mine size is small lah...damn freaking small to be exact...its only a size 3..hurhurhur...found it over at AMK hub..met up with Francis too...sat there and talk...told him abt the problems im facing with dearie...din have to tell him much and he already know liao le...gave me a damn good sentence..'Dun tell me u wanna think abt it..cox its jux giving urself the excuse to run away from it..theres no such things as thinking...its all bulshit'...wakakaka..coOl rite?...wakakakaka...talked there till abt 7+...then headed home...hes realli a good adviser when i need someone to guide u along...glad that Kor knew him and intro-ed him to me..wakakaka..

aniwae, wrk has been bz for me...hardly have the time to rot in the office now lor..so sad rite?..wakakaka...

went to catch Star trek with boO yesterdae after wrk...we were both talking via msn on mon nite and he suggested to go unwind...since we were both so stressed over our wrk...went to booked the tickets online..he had this Intel seminar that he had to attend in the morning..came bk during lunch time..had a bad dae...bad n bz dae...then he msned me saeing that he had to go over far east to change his bus ticket bk to KL after wrk...had to wait for him lor...dumb dumb...left the office abt 6pm..toOk a bus dwn toa payoh..train over to Orchard and walked dwn far east..got the tickets changed..was actualli for another colleague but last min, the colleague decided to take a plane bk...hurhurhur...then bOo was asking me if we can take a train dwn DG mah..cox hes tired and already starting to perspire...wakakakaka..i was also a little lazy to walk on my heels lah...so we toOk a train dwn DG..walked over to Cathay..collected our tickets and went over billy bombers for dinner...din hav much of an appetite the whole dae...guess the stress at wrk is overpowering me..he had a heavy lunch n din hav much of an appetite either..so we ordered things to share...ate and went over for our movie!!! show started at 2030...

seriously, for someone like me who doesnt realli like this kinda scientific shows..its turns out kinda interesting lor...wakakaka...the visual effects were great...can watch!!!! movie kinda long too...abt 2hrs...boO sent me home after tat...and...hmmm...certain things happened totalli outta my expectations....hurhurhur...-giggles-

dammit...just received a sms frm boO asking me if i heard of any rumours that spreading wildly in the office rite nw... o.O""" of coz no rite...wasnt in the office for 1/2 a dae lor....hurhurhur...so i asked him wad rumors..and the ans was, apparently, someone saw us in the cinema yst...*shivers a little*...called juan immediately...told her about it...and then, she told me...NEVER to shit at your own plc...dammit....hurhurhur...aniwae, nthing much happened lah...we only went to watch movie mah...-sticks tongue out- n hes nw enjoyin his bowling together with his housemates aka our colleagues....