think im hitting the lowest soOn..dun seem to be in much any mood now...no idea why either...n eating chocolates doesnt seem to help either...n for the 1st time, i actualli left my cell phone in the office for lunch on purpose...

met up with juan yst over at selegie, Mr Bean for dinner...talked abt so so so many things..n shes leaving UK tonite for a month...sweetie, take gd care of urself while u're ther alrite...will definately miss u alot de lor....hugz...

rushed home to meet gary after tat..he wanted to meet me n came dwn my plc..had to wait for me cox i was still on my wae back...

totalli confused over everything now..maybe i shld just let everything go and dun even think about it...he asked about that particular weekends..but im still in a dilemma whether or not to help him celebrate his birthday...we did talk abt it b4, n i kept quiet after tat...and nw, he's asking n im still keeping quiet abt it....m i drawing myself away or wad?....i have no idea towards the whole situation now... :(