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Thursday, September 03, 2009 last fri, daddy and mummy went for their cruise...met up with Yeow Kwang and we headed dwn PS to catch Coco before Chanel..french movie, talks abt hw she got famous and then i still remember telling YK, in order to get famous, make sure u r smart enough to sleep with the right person...lol..right meaning, that he must be powerful enough to support ur decision or mux be able to appreciate wad u do...buahahaha.,..but then again, shes a successful story lah...show ended abt 2+am..and before the show, David asked if me if i wanted him to come pick me up cox he was hoping i chld go over his plc to stay...and so, he, smallboy and meiqi went for supper and then PS to pick me up...headed dwn his plc and thats abt it for the night... Sat, brought me dwn Jurong Point for lunch and shopping!!!!~~~ a small retail therapy i soooo needed...keke...gt myself a M)phosis top, and 2 tops from Omose that he chose...had my coffeebean and small boy bought cheese cake as well and then, when we were going back, i suddenly remember that i wanna buy some scroongies for my hair!!!~~ buahahahaha...made him walk with me ard...hurhurhur....he dumbed into his fren outside then they ended up talking while me n smallboy went scroongies hunting...hurhurhur...ended up at mini bits korea...they sell damn nice n cute stuffs but kinda expensive too...i was there choosing then small boy went to get him as i only brought me myself and my cell phone out...keke..*all expense courtesy by him* tsk tsk..happen to choose 2..was deciding which one to get, the sales girl was sweet enough to give me a tray to put my stuff, then when he came over, i gave him the tray*intendin to ask him which is nicer* but then, he simply took the tray and went str8 to the counter!!!! buahahaha...i end up getting both..lol.... head back and play with facebook for awhile..we are all stuck to FB games...different games...im playing roller coaster* apparently they all are now stuck it with it*...then he started with his wrk...i tooK a short nap...watched my show that i dwnloaded into the hard disk...and basically waited for time as we had to go attend the 7th mth dinner over at Yew Tee...Weide's gf came dwn and pick us up...dinner was alrite..he, Weide and Guorong bidded for things..as usual...Martell..1st bottle was $268, followed by a pair of Martell at $558..shld be that price lah..hurhurhur...and 12 bid for Panasonic tv to put in their plc!!!!~~ lol.... went bk with him to see them fix the tele up and then left home near midnight.... sun was a norm dae..basically to nua and daddy n mummy were back home frm their tiring cruise...*so lucky i chose not to go*...they din have much fun aniwae.... Mon evening when i was abt to go off wrk...David*my colleague* jio to go out for dinner cox his wife*wrks as accts*..was mth end and had to stay back late to do her wrk..and since he won some $ in stocks, decide to jio dinner...hurhurhur...so, him, me, leong and mandy headed dwn orchard for dinner~~ went over Ion Orchard to have japanese food..then walked around..window shopping....and since it was still kinda early, we decided to go catch a movie!!! and guess what, we ended up watching Final Destination in 3D lor!!! its damn gory~~~ OMG!!! imagine a full n sumptous dinner followed by that kinda show...makes u literally wanna puke everything out lah!!! i sat beside leong followed by Mandy then David..and during the show, i had onto Leong whenever i was scared...hurhurhur....overall show wasnt that bad lah...but disgusting lah...hurhurhur..and after the movie, Leong sent me home..*our usual routine*...and apparently, i *injured* his arms till kinda jialat...wakakakaka.... and on Tue, i heard a bad news abt bao bei...its sad knwing wad happened to her...i had this bad feeling few daes back whenever i tot of her and the best part is i hardly even like will think of her all of a sudden...texted her but she din reply...ended up, i had to go ask a few mutual frenz of ours then only to knw tat one of our mutual frens, J knws wad exactly happened to her. for those who knws me, im sure bei is definately a name that you've ever heard cox shes been a fren of mine since i was young...we grew up tgt and a period of time, we damn close!!!! practically sticked to each other near daily basis...went through alot with her...no doubt there was a period of time we drifted, but its not difficult to pick things up frm where it was left...and J told me that shes realli in a terrible state now...both she n her hubby, Aloysius aint wrking...have been jobless for quite some time, aloy's car had been towed away...they are like leaving off bei's mother was got retrenched frm her wrk and can only wrk part time now....and to make things worse, both of them are addicted to cough syrup!!!! and when i heard this, i was speechless...cox she had a hard time trying to kick everything that she was once addicted to and during her probation tat time, i tot she learnt her lesson already..but i guess this time round, stress is practically eating her up..few mths back when i saw her over at Nokia Parkway, she loOked haggard...din managed to talk to her cox she was then servin customer..did arranged a time to meet her but ended up not meeting and now, come to think of it, i feel so bad for nt meeting up with her that time...if i met up with her, she would have told me abt everything and i chld have helped her...right now, shes like just turning away frm everyone..into her own lala land...and given the current market and economy now, its nt easy to get a job lor...esp after when she stopped wrking for quite some time...realli upset to hear abt her story....as a fren...haiz....she hasnt been replying my smses... :( left abt an hr early frm wrk yesterday...went home to shower and then dwn to David's plc cox his parents had the 7th mth dinner thingy too...his mama has it on a yearly basis...hurhurhur...and as usual...they bidded for Martell...and finished the 2 bottles up....*all bunch of drunkards*...lol...its been a damn long time since i last went dwn his place...hurhurhur...think it was like mths ago...CNY maybe?...hurhurhur.... last nite..or rather this wee hours in the morning...me n Leong were texting each other...he wasnt in the best mood last nite...told me he had his mthly PMS thingy..hurhurhur...and somehow..our texting..haiz...dunno hw to sae also...all i can sae is, i feel hurt....its realli going no where lor..everything.... i think im already at the brim of everything already tat i simply just blurted everything out to him...telling him abt how i feel towards him and etc etc...our texting went something like tat.. me:what m i to you?.. him: someone close to have a certain degree of influence then i gave him a freaking long sms abt how i feel towards him and his reactions towards wad rachel said..told me that he cant be bothered and when David sent me flowers to the office, he showed like he din care etc etc... and he replied me: I too feel its getting stronger, every mood n action u seen might not b what's on my mind.. theres a reason behind,,which only I will know..dun ask, better not guess.. jet let it go and when i read that, immediately i chld feel my heart being pierced straight across...it hurt soooo much... then he sent me this : U r still the perosn i appreciate much without a doubt..its comfortable with u...Yet im letting u go to do whteva u wan, tht's wht i meant by no string attached... So let it b as it is now, alrite and followed by:like de carefree, light n joyous moment we had haiz...i guess..thats it bah...no string attached....u can never imagine how hurt my heart is feeling now...and yet, i have to pretend that nothing is going on and that im feeling good abt everything...replying to his emails and textes like as though im totalli cool with everything....and in actual fact, im hurting deep dwn inside...n its eating me up....the whole of me...its been a loooonnngggg time since i felt in this wae....dun understand why u have to be that person....that beri person to break n shatter me into pieces when i took since a long time to mend myself back to where i m now..... :( i tot its easy to let u go when i nv realli had you..but it turns out that its even harder to let it go... he sent me this email on McD..this forward mail that McD sent him on some new things they had... From: ShuTing Yeo Sent: Thursday, 3 September 2009 4:29 PM To: CheeLeong Tan Subject: RE: I think u order more often than me lor…wakakaka…keep it for our candle light bah :D lol… Best regards. ShuTing From: CheeLeong Tan Sent: Thursday, September 03, 2009 5:12 PM To: ShuTing Yeo Subject: RE: Haha... When u free? Best Regards, CheeLeong From: ShuTing Yeo Sent: Thursday, 3 September 2009 5:12 PM To: CheeLeong Tan Subject: RE: hmm…up to u lor!!!! wakakakaka…where u nw?.... ;p Best regards. ShuTing From: CheeLeong Tan Sent: Thursday, September 03, 2009 5:14 PM To: ShuTing Yeo Subject: RE: Still at supplier side... Best Regards, CheeLeong my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
