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Tuesday, October 06, 2009
4:24 PM

its my 1st dae at wrk w/o boo...why would i sae its w/o him...he left for bkk this morning..together with teddy for business trip n the best part was..up till yst evening, i still had this thinking tat hes leaving only tml... :( damn shit lor..i dunno why but i kept havin the impression hes leaving only on the 7th..was like sooo bz at wrk yst that i din realli had the chance to talk to him or anything like tat...then was at 1st still thinking of having dinner tonite b4 he leave...

just so happens we were exchanging smses then he told me hes leaving on the 6th..n i called agent to check it out..lucky thing, Ben answered and told me its todae...so sad...

i finalli have the feeling of hw its like to not have the chance to do something u wanna do n keep having this impression that u can do it tml..ending only to realise that u cant do it any longer...that kinda feelin is like..u r angry with urself for not doin it earlier on, sad cox u missed the chance...mixed feelings...n damn, i can be like soooooooo god damn sure to tell u that this kinda feeling SUX big time lor...

but lucky thing, we'll be seein each other on fri :) took a dae leave n will be flyin dwn to go find him :) wakakaka..spend the weekends tgt and come on, its BKK!!! a plc that i've been soooo wanting to go...hurhurhur...n we've been like exchanging smses the whole dae todae :) which somehow, patches up the missin bits of him..hurhurhur...thanks to advance technologies nw :) theres such things call cell phone...wakakakaa...

and hes sooo sweet in his smses...gosh... start countin dwn to fri...lalalala...3 more daes :)

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