when i was on my wae to wrk yst, bB apps me telling me tht hes nt goin to wrk due to tummy nt feeling well the nite before and when he said hw he wished i was by his side, immediately i soo wanna jux chiong dwn n pei him lor, esp after wad had happened btw us...

and yes, i realli jux jumped off the bus at kovan and flagged a cab dwn n rushed over his place...he was dwnstairs at tht exact same area where i waited for him last thur waiting for me...brought me up his place and told me tht its been ages since he last brought someone home...its somehw did feel good upon hearing such things...went over n i sat ther watching tele..lol, he asked if i went over to watch tele...hurhurhur..we slept the whole entire mornin till afternoon..n in btw, i heard him murmur something to me in which till now, im still nt able to knw what was the exact thing he said..i heard something like, " will you leave me?" i had a shock when he mumbled to me n somehw screamed 'HUh? what did u sae?" then he laughed and told me to sleep n said nthing but then sae to wash my hands later when we eat... -_-""" damn no link at all...apps him last nite asking him but he told me he forget liao...

accompanied him to run some errands for his wrk before he sent me home and throughout tht hr+ journey, his phone was like non stop...calling bk office tryin to talk to his staff but they are either jux dumb or wad lah, he was like already raising his voice le lor, but yet had to curb his temper talking to them...if its me, i think i whld have jux screamed at them or wad...

and told me tht thts his job...to ans phone calls like non stop and apologised to me if he ever did flare at on me on similar incidents previously..in which i can totalli understand cox i too, face similar issues,..

he was lookin for a paint book for his appt in the evenin and we sortta went high n low searching for it...went over AMK industrial area and tht person suggest either serangoon or hougang in which i sortta knw serangoon north ther had it..so i directly him over...

then he missed the car park turn in, told me tht he missed it assumin that he saw it, then he bite me off by saeing tht i might as well tell him tml instead...i kept quiet n just mumbled 'fine' not knwing if he heard it...he alighted and slam the door lor..n i was fighting my tears lor..cox NEVER before had he threw his temper at me like tht before... ;(

came bk empty handed and said that he'll sent me home 1st before he went to look for the paint book and also rush for his appt...dropped me off at the side of my place..im alrite with it cox he has been doin tht since Mon..but he took the effort to realli turn ard to assure that i alighted off safely and told me to be careful of my steps...in which, little gestures like tht does touched me..

he went for his appt n then subsequently went meet his frens to play Dota n got me my Mac cup..something tht i told him to help me get n he does remember..given his STM, he can remember..

i met up with Mich and tried my best to not disturb him..called him at 1st hoping to meet up with him todae to talk things through aft myself giving much tots to the entire r/s..he apologise to me knwing that Wed, im alwax alone but hes realli tied up with wrk and cant meet me, but assure me tht Fri during my appt, he'll be there for me..and said something like, tht one die also mux go one..lol...silly him...then he saes to jux have a heart to heart talk on tht dae..

gtta stop for awhile for a mtg...time pass fast sia...1hr liao..hurhurhur..met up with agent for mtg..and guess what, Kent *the sales director* actualli told ah bu tht i need to go on leave, tht i look tired..even Eveline* sales Manager* said the same thing too :S

i had no idea tht the thing btw me n bB affected me tht much tht its written all over my face..hurhurhur..

aniwae, as i was saeing jus now, met up with Mich, then i called him n told him tht, asked me when i'll be meetin her n told me to be careful...went home, did apps him n maybe cox i was a little sensitive, i somehw felt tht he was being hostile towards me..the replies tht he sent me, seem hostile...he doesnt do tht in the past...no doubt he still replies my apps when hes playing his games n etc...

eventualli i chldnt take it and apps him asking him...