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Thursday, June 16, 2011  our conversation the dae i came bk frm KL and when he sent me home...maybe im realli thinking too much and that maybe im realli being too sensitive now...but i have soooo many qns and doubts now...its just merely a week or so...i know you are stress out with your work and i know that i cant be able to help you in any ways at all..which at times, makes me feel useless lor... you dun tell me abt your wrk...n at this kinda situation, i dun dare to ask much either, afraid that i'll pisst u off and etc.. i alwax tell them, i got a feeling like im in Afganistan now...that everywhere has those land bombs and that im suppose to be extra careful, if not, just a wrong step taken, the bomb will just go off....talking to u now is like thinking of which step to take.. ;( happen to be talking to a ex-colleague of mine over msn..David, who happens to be a pretty close guy fren of mine...and i guess wad he saes is pretty true.. •°ღ♥ღ 婷 婷 ღ♥ღ°• (｡◕‿◕｡) Darkness fails in and lingers around... says: jux control lor, cox towards him, i realli sometimes bo chap de leh last time yy says: tis is call attitude. u never think of his feeling right ? •°ღ♥ღ 婷 婷 ღ♥ღ°• (｡◕‿◕｡) Darkness fails in and lingers around... says: yealah, i knw im at fault lah alwax assumin tht he will give in to me lor yy says: give u some tips la gut normally when they start in love , they will commit 100% but when they start face problem . the 100% mark will start to drop . then when it start drop to certain level , he will not put priority liau this is the time u have to give and increase his love to u .. else , the mark will continue drop lo •°ღ♥ღ 婷 婷 ღ♥ღ°• (｡◕‿◕｡) Darkness fails in and lingers around... says: t hts the whole prob apparently, its startin le lor yy says: ya ,. u hv to giv him some sweet sweet liau but then again, its true to a certain extend but i also knw very well that i went wae overboard already..and tht he has already reach his peak in giving in to me... talking to Vivien too and she too told me similar things... •°ღ♥ღ 婷 婷 ღ♥ღ°• (｡◕‿◕｡) Darkness fails in and lingers around... says: realli tryin hard lor its like everything jux changed overnite kinda thing lor 小不点: says: who ask u loh •°ღ♥ღ 婷 婷 ღ♥ღ°• (｡◕‿◕｡) Darkness fails in and lingers around... says: i knw im at fault liao le but his reaction, i realli scare sia 小不点: says: then u hv to pay for certain price smtimes they might feel tat help u scare a bit also gd if nt u anyhw repeat again •°ღ♥ღ 婷 婷 ღ♥ღ°• (｡◕‿◕｡) Darkness fails in and lingers around... says: but then hor, the thing he said abt acceptin me again, seriously, dun u think its kinda a little wae toooooo harsh 小不点: says: some guys are like tat then u r lucky to find tis type of guy •°ღ♥ღ 婷 婷 ღ♥ღ°• (｡◕‿◕｡) Darkness fails in and lingers around... says: lucky? y so? 小不点: says: who wil treat u like tat loh no doubt i dun realli understand wad Vivien was tryin to sae but i suppose she has her views too, looking from a 3rd party and knowing my character...saes that i finalli found someone who can curb me dwn liao.. and that i finalli knw and learn how to treasure pple rather than be like in the past... but i realli hope that this time round, things can realli work out well..its like, its my 1st mistake, shldnt i be forgiven at least? i promise that i'll realli learn from my mistakes...this time...1st and last time...i promise that i wont be soooo 'ren xin' already and will grow up... i know that things have changed...and as wad Vivien told me, its no doubt tht he'll definately love u less now, it realli will have to depend on your performance already...n realli change if i realli treasure the r/s..in which i realli realli do~~ i might not sae it out, but i realli do =( all i want is for things to be like in the past....n not like nw ;( i dun feel important to you anymore =( why so?..... Am i still your everything?....*heart broken* my PerFeCt LifE-`.  |
